It's amazing the things "we" remember. I can remember the first time meeting someone a decade ago but I couldn't tell you what I ate on Thursday if I spent a whole day thinking about it. A doctor told me something so simple the other day that I had never really thought about; he said, "We have mastered the heart, the organs, and everything else in body's except the brain, we just can't figure that one out." It really is something to think about; sure there are studies on what chemical reactions generally cause things like addiction or compulsion, or blood clots in whichever cortex. But no one has yet figured out why exactly someone has insomnia, loves Italian food and not Greek, or what part of the brain triggers hate.


As I'm laying in bed tonight a memory of the first time I met two different people popped in my head; both instances were very early in High School. Maybe it's because I was going through old pictures or from a show I was watching, who knows, but I could still remember what they were wearing what we talked about, what the people around us talked about, everything. I don't know, maybe it's just me not sleeping in three days, but these memories make me wonder which recent moments I'm going to subconsciously choose to remember in 10 years; I hope They are as special as the two people I thought of tonight. 


Oh, and on a more solemn note, prayers for all effected by the Colorado shootings. I hope the families' are flooded with support and that maniac gets some help he clearly needs.

FamilyLoveMoneyRespect

 #FLMR

EatRightRunLightGetTight

 #ERG

AgainstAllOdds

 #AAO

           

i ramble a lot

So my favorite blog girl reminded me i should update this thing :) .. so here I go:

I love New Years Eve, its always been my favorite holiday, I don't know why but it always has been my favorite.. But the more I think about it the less I know why. All the broadcasters and Hallmarks of the world always make a new year seem like a chance to open a new chapter or start your life in a new, better direction. But why must a holiday be when we decide to change, why not today, or yesterday? My grandma Kathy's 'death anniversary' is coming up, she was the family member I was the closest with (She died the day before Valentines). I rememberd it was coming up the other day and it just got me thinking about things....

I had decided a few weeks ago that I'm going to join the Army. People, mostly my family, keeps asking me 'Why'. I cant really put it in words, I mean it's dangerous yes, but so is driving a car. I think from now on when people ask me I'm just going to tell them 'Because if I died tomarow, I want to know I was doing something.'

Oh, and word to the wise- If you get rediculously drunk at a party, don't bite anyone, it doesnt end well (I witnessed)




lessthanthree

Let's get caught up

So this is the first time I've been on a computer since Christmas, So a lot to catch up on!

First off, Christmas was nice, i got the camera i wanted and some colognes and stuff; always grateful for anything these days.. Having two Christmas' on two different days always makes it less exciting I think. BUT ANYWAYS, my brother and sister in Virginia got basically everything! my brother got redic Hulk stuff and my sister got the Barbie car my mom had always wanted haha. I had everything packed pre-Christmas to move back, thinking I was being good getting ahead;bad idea, had to completly repack and everything after Christmas, aghhhhhhh!!

BUT ANYWAYS, on the way to to Minnesota I had one of those 'go down to go up' flights.. So my layover was in Charllotte, and why i was hanging out I saw this young lady across the terminal get refused entrance to her flight; I didn't know what for... until she started throwing up everywhere! She was so intoxicated when she tried to run away she fell over.. it was one of those so sad it's almost comical things..it's okay though, the cops took great care of her


Being back in MN is great so far! The night I got here the boys picked me up and we went to ZA's house and partied a little.. somehow me ZA and Neil ended up at the Casino at 2am.. I didn't win but I didn't care, it was one of the more enjoyable times I've had there. I've just been relaxing/redoing the whole basement since I've been back.. my room and bathroom are so clean at this point I don't think I can deny my OCD anymore.. I had a party for New Years Eve because my rents went to Wiscansin to snowmobile; wern't too many people, it was fun and nothing major happend.. I poped the champagne but someone thought it would be cute to shake it before they gave it to me.. wasnt too happy about that... My parents found some bad stuff though that I didn't know i had to clean up.. so I'm a little upset about that..

I've had the house to myself for the past couple weeks during the day, its helped me think a lot.. I feel a lot better than I thought I would.. I havent found a job yet, but thought I would be freaking out about it. I'm too a point where I know everything will happen how it should, but I'm also being proactive to a point.. I think being back here AGAIN is just making me realize that I went back to Virginia for the history but I feel comftorable here. I am a city boy, i love the fast paced, variety, just everything about it.. I love my people in Da Noke; some of them are the most special wonderful people I've ever met...

Okay this is soooo long I'm sorry... rambling is addictive
:)


lessthanthree

This is all Megan's fault!

I'm kind of scared of what is going to come of this blog thing. But Ms.Flynn got me reading hers, and since im leaving, it will let me keep up with the cupcake a little bit! haha


Definetly going to write a christmas wrapup after i get to minnesota and make it through this weekend

lessthanthree